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Mon, 2008-09-15 11:34 - Bizzi

DEE was a  friend of mine...

Thursday, August 28, 2008

CAS Causes Mother to Commit Suicide

More on this story will come but for now, here is the mother's suicide note who has been getting harrassed aggresively by CAS.

The full story will folllow:

Instead of being supported in her situation, she was aggressivly pursued to the point where workers lied in affidavits.

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Mothers Suicide Note:

My mind just doesn’t make sEnce no more
Its like I’m hurting deep to the core
Please dear god make these thoughts go away
Please dear god I don’t want to live today
I look into my little boys eyes
Is our world built on lies
I feel like I can’t love him as much as I loved my little girl
It just hurts to much to think, I lost the fight for this world
Please dear god make these thoughts go away
Please dear god I don’t want to live today
I just can’t love you the same way, I can’t love the way I did
So long ago before I lost my baby girl to SIDS.
Please baby Michael don’t feel my hurt and anger
Just lay back my little baby in a manger
I’m sorry for bringing you into this horrible place
I’m sorry for the tears running down my face
My dear Michael I am sorry I can’t be the best mom like before
My baby boy I am so sorry I am so sore
My little boy I am just an addict I’m no good for you
That’s what they say and I’m thinking it’s true
Please my little boy if I have to go don’t be sad
Please understand these people think I’m bad
And I think I am too, all I think about is drugs
When I should be giving you kisses and hugs
Please my little boy don’t you ever miss me
Please just remember I love you please don’t cry for me
Little one I’ll always love you
Forever and for always that’s the truth

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Please give this song a listen. It was written about a former client of the Ottawa CAS who recently committed Suicide.

Former CAS Ottawa Client - "Dee" Laura Lee Doupe
http://www.archive.org/details/DeesSong (The Song)

Her 2006 Ottawa Municipal Election Campaign Site
http://voteforlauralee.tripod.com/id5.html

In memory of a former CAS client

More to come as the story develops

Peace to you Dee.

((She hated her last name))

Comments

Mon, 2008-09-15 11:36 — Bizzi

Source

www.afterfostercare.ca

Mon, 2008-09-15 11:39 — Bizzi

I'm running out of friends

I'm running out of friends here...

Mon, 2008-09-15 12:38 — Bizzi

VRI Funeral FOR DEE Died on

VRI Funeral FOR DEE

Died on Aug 29, 2008

09-15-08 08:01
ALL VRI members are holding a funeral service for one of our own.

For our fallen DEE it was to much. Please show your respects... it is always a sad day when we fall... we must not forgot why.

Her service will be held at the Shangri La Monastery back of the old village cemetery...
At 2:00 pm Wednesday September 18th.
We will make the executable (Program) available for non-H members the prior Tuesday on this page.

She Died on Aug 29, 2008

 

RIP

Mon, 2008-09-15 13:02 — Kerry

A sad moment (silence)

As if suicide isn't horrible enough... reading her "vote for me" words makes this story that much sadder:

The reason I am running is I believe I have done all I can with protesting, it is time to go right to the seed and fix the problem. City hall is being run by people who I know have shown the whole city they are not here to make a difference. For some people it is all about money and power.  http://voteforlauralee.tripod.com/id5.html

I have always believed we must stand and shout for those who can't do it themselves.  Where one becomes weak, others must get strong.

I'm very sorry you had to lose another friend, Big B.  But I do believe, with grief comes new resolve and power.  Until children are safe from harm, there is no rest and there is no peace.

 

Tue, 2008-09-16 17:16 — Bizzi

Date wrong

Her service will be held at the Shangri La Monastery back of the old village cemetery...
At 2:00 pm Wednesday September 18th.

Should say Thursday the 18th

Wed, 2008-09-17 20:58 — Bizzi

The Executable can be found

The Executable can be found here http://vrinter.net/DEESWAKE.exe
It will start tomorrow at 2:00pm Eastern standard time.

The Server will be accessible starting at 8:00pm Wednesday Eastern standard time.

Please note that slower computers if full screen mode does not work try opening it in  windowed mode.

Sat, 2008-09-20 01:09 — Bizzi

Shots from the service.

Shots from the service.

Sat, 2008-09-20 02:53 — Kerry

In memory

... years ago I attended the funeral of a friend who was like a loving brother to me.

A few days after his funeral, I heard Elton John's song "Funeral For a Friend/Love lies Bleeding".   For some reason, that song helped me see in spite of the profound loss, anger and saddness I was feeling at the time, I knew life had to go on.

Part of the lyrics go: 
I wonder if those changes
Have left a scar on you
Like all the burning hoops of fire
That you and I passed through

You're a bluebird on a telegraph line
I hope you're happy now
Well if the wind of change comes down your way (girl)
You'll make it back somehow

I don't know how you're feeling after today, but here's to making it back somehow....